A Love Story in 6 Letters (A Story for #WickedWednesday)

A LOVE STORY IN 6 LETTERS (A STORY FOR #WICKEDWEDNESDAY) by Sage L Mattison

I loved the prompt this week for Wicked Wednesday and decided to play along with the meme.

Prompt: Write a post that follows the sentiments of this song.

Here are two verses that I loved the most and really inspired this short story:

I know what it feels like
Swimming through the stars when I see her
And I don’t need air cause I breathe her

When I’m lost
And need a sign
She leads the way
And I’ll be fine

A Love Story in 6 Letters

To my beautiful Kristen,

My hand is shaking as I write this, you can probably tell. I feel like I’ve had 5 espressos (I’ve only had 3!). I’m about to go pick you up for a date and on that date, I’m going to propose to you. I’m nervous. I know you are going to say ‘yes’ because we’ve talked about marriage but I’m still scared. You found me at the lowest point in my life, I was lost and you helped me back to sanity. You are beautiful and amazing and I would – will- do anything for you.
My heart, soul and mind belong to you and they will for all of time. I hope I get this right.

Love, Ben

To my glorious wife,

In just 30 minutes, you will be walking down the aisle toward me. I can’t wait to see you again, we haven’t spoken since yesterday as per tradition and I miss you. God, I miss everything about you. The way you smile, your eyes when they stare into mine. I miss your skin and your smell, I miss the way you squeeze my hand to let me know you are thinking of me.
Soon, we will be saying our vows and you will give me that smile and whisper, “I do.” And then I will be yours forever.

Love, Ben
PS- I can’t wait for our wedding night!

To my sexy wife,

We’ve been married for 6 months! The time is flying and I love being married to my best friend. Tonight, I’m going to come home with flowers and chocolate for you. And then I’m going to give you a warm bath with candles and oils. I’ll sit with you, rub your shoulders and admire your body. You complain about your ‘fat’ but baby, you just have curves in all the right places. I’m going crazy just writing this down for you.
I don’t think I will ever get tired of touching you, watching as I slide into you or hearing your moans. You are heaven.

Love, Ben

To the mother of my child,

We’re in the hospital right now, you are asleep and our little bundle of joy is sleeping on your chest. You have never been more beautiful. When you first told me you were pregnant, I jumped for joy, literally. Do you remember? Now I can’t stop smiling as I look at the two of you. You labored for almost 15 hours and you promised me dismemberment and the couch for the rest of my life and you are still gorgeous and I love you.
You are going to be an amazing mother and I am so proud of you.

Love, Ben

To the love of my life,

I can’t believe we have been together for 25 years. Tomorrow is our anniversary and I’m going to ask for your hand in marriage, again. I want to renew our vows because I can’t think of anything more amazing than being with you forever. You still complete me in every way.

Love, Ben

Kristin,

My hand is shaking as I write this, you can probably tell. I don’t want to leave you. Not because I’m afraid of what comes next, but because I’m afraid of leaving you alone. You are so strong and capable, you can do this on your own. But I know you won’t want to. Our souls are one and yours might break once I’m gone. But listen, you have to hold it together. Finish the adventures we wrote down but didn’t get to. Hold our new great-grandchild that I will never meet. Teach our kids about love and holding on when it’s gone. Don’t forget all the times be had together.
We might be old and wrinkly but you are still a goddess. You have held me together all of these years, you have led the way for me to be strong and you have been the most amazing wife and mother. Don’t forget that.

I’ll be waiting for you on the other side,
Ben.

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heartsage
(image in header is a still from Mr. Probz Nothing Really Matters video)

Lessons From Writing A Threesome

Lessons from writing a threesome by Sage L Mattison

I’ve written approximately 70,800 words about the threesome between Jake, Jamie and Brett. There’s still quite a long way to go in their journey, a lot of their lives that want to be written (I’ve planned out at least 4 or 5 more novellas I believe) but I’ve already learned a lot from writing their tale. Here’s some things I wanted to share.

Why write a threesome?

In 2014, I decided to start self publishing erotica. I wanted to do something fun and for myself. I’ve been a writer for as long as I can remember but for TOO LONG, I felt shame for reading and writing about sex. And I decided to say FUCK THIS and just go for it! Because sex isn’t bad, it’s hot and fun. Because I’m a girl who is all about doing what makes me happy and writing about sex makes me happy.

When I sat down to start writing, or more accurately when the story tumbled into my head, it was a threesome from the get-go.

The dynamic of the three characters was something that truly fascinated me and that I wanted to explore. One of the reasons I chose to write We Need Him as a serial story was so I could follow their lives, explore their relationship and just continue to build on it.

But why? Mainly because I enjoy reading threesome stories but have a hard time finding them. I’m kind of obsessed with how people think and interact with each other and so writing something sort of different and out there made sense for me.

Why MMF? (vs the more popular MFM)*

Because it’s hot.

Because reading about two men together is a turn on for me and many others.

Simple as that, really.

And that’s just what came to me.

What have been the challenges?

Maybe it’s a common problem with any story that has more than 2 main characters or maybe it’s a common problem with short novellas but I’ve struggled with making sure everyone has enough “screen time” as it were.

My beta reader has said to me about Part 2 and Part 3 that there’s not much of X character seen (different each time).

So I try to add in a few little scenes here and there but also remind myself that X’s story is in the next book (or wherever).

I haven’t had this problem in the past when I’ve written with 3+ main characters so I’m not sure if it’s the dynamic, the novella format or what exactly but it’s been an interesting struggle. I try to write each of my novellas with a story arc so there’s a plot: a beginning, a middle and an end (while also having a cliffhanger so you keep wanting more!). And that often means I’m focusing more on the struggles or life of one character at a time.

It’s something that is now always on my mind, which is good because it means I’m not lacking on each character as much. Lack of screen time and history and thoughts from each character is constantly on my mind when I’m editing to make sure the story (and each character) is well rounded.

What has been easy?

As with most of my writing, I’ve found that writing the sex scenes between a threesome is the easy part.

Sure, sometimes I have to pay extra attention to where all 6 hands and 3 sets of genitals are but overall, that’s the part I will gravitate toward when I’m stuck on writing a different.

What’s the plan for the future?

I have about 4 or 5 novellas planned still for Jake, Jamie and Brett. I’ve written out a rough outline/timeline of where I want their story to go and how it will end. Obviously, it will probably change along the way and that’s okay.

I will not be exclusively writing threesomes. Because as I writer, I need variety.

But I will continue to write erotica of course. I have two gay serial stories planned, (one m/m and another f/f) as well as a “regular” m/f story planned (just to be more fun, there will be a domme). Oh and poetry, and another m/f story that will be full length novel and lean a bit more toward romance than erotica.

I set big goals for myself and I’m probably crazy but that’s okay.

Even after Jake, Jamie and Brett’s official story is done, I won’t be against coming back to visit them someday. And if another threesome group works their way into my head and wants to be written, I will give them their time and see what comes of it.

Do you have any other questions about writing a threesome? Let me know in the comments!

heartsage

*MMF stands for male-male-female which means the two men bisexual and have a sexual/romantic relationship together as well as with the woman and MFM stands for male-female-male which means the men are both heterosexual and the only sexual/romantic relationship is with the woman, basically they share.)

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I have two awesome announcements today as well!

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Have you ever wondered what would happen to a long term relationship when a 3rd is invited into their bed? Find out in this steamy and panty-dropping hot serial story!

After 5 years together, Jake (a business lawyer) and Jamie (a Creative Director for a children books publishing firm), are start to realizing that something is missing from their relationship. Jamie constantly wonders how she can be enough for her boyfriend, who has always liked both men and women, while Jake continues to ignore the problem.
As the two pull away from each other, Jamie’s go-getter attitude pushes her to formulate a drastic plan. A chance meeting with Brett the Brit reveals explosive chemistry – for all three of them – and forces Jamie’s plan into action.

Will their mutual attraction break Jake and Jamie’s relationship apart or mend the rift and take them somewhere new?

Find out in this steamy 11,000 word novella, We Need Him Part 1.

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We Need Him Part 3 by Sage L Mattison We Need Him Part 3 is now available on Amazon and Smashwords (more platforms coming soon)!

“Then let me help you, love.” Brett’s voice was soft but warm and promising. A shiver ran through Jamie, whose mind couldn’t even begin to come up with what he had in mind.
“But…” Jamie started, rebelling at the idea of intimacy at a time like this and Brett stood up, towering over her.
“Hush.” Brett said and pulled her up by the hand. “It’s Saturday, we can’t do anything today. Jake will call his mother on Monday but until then, you need to just relax and stop thinking about it or you will drive yourself crazy. Give me control, let go and let me help.” His lips brushed against hers, silently asking her to give in. Jamie’s mind warred with her heart and her now aching pussy. She wanted to keep stressing, keep worrying so she could try to come up with a plan but she also knew Brett was right. There was nothing they could do right now and she was going to make herself sick if she didn’t relax.
With a soft moan, Jamie let her body fall against Brett.

Jake and Jamie thought everything was finally falling into place. They were focusing on their commitment to each other, Brett was dating them again and had even opened up about his horrific past.

When tragic news about her mother’s illness is brought to light, the threesome is left asking, “Is this relationship wrong?”

As Jamie seeks out the answers to help her mother, the bond between Jake, Jamie and Brett grows stronger as they support her. Can Jamie stay with Brett and help her mother at the same time? How could she leave him when she’s just fallen in love?

Find out in the newest installment of the We Need Him Series! This novella is approximately 22,000 words and ends on a cliffhanger.

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Why Sex and Romance are Intertwined

WHY SEX AND ROMANCE ARE INTERTWINED by Sage L Mattison

Are you ready to get a little personal today?

I’ve always been the kind of person who is honest and upfront and tells the truth. But I don’t talk about sex much. Not because I don’t want to but because it’s such a taboo subject. It’s not something you talk about in “polite” company, you can’t go around telling people you like to fuck or write stories about fucking because…well I don’t know why, but that’s just the way it is.

So if you don’t want to hear it, close this page now because we’re talking about it.

Sex.

From the fact that I’m an erotica author, you can probably gleam this truth but I’ll tell it in plain words. I like sex. It’s fun, it’s hot, it’s exciting.

And now I’m going to get all sappy on you and tell you that it is an essential part of romance and love. For me, sex is all about showing emotion, it’s intimate. It’s the way I connect with my husband and the way I feel his love and compassion toward me.

Sex isn’t bad or shameful.
For me, sex = love.

Sex is one of the most important things in a romantic relationship. At least for me it is, for you it might be different and as long as your values line up with your partner that’s a-okay!

If there isn’t sex, then we’re just friends who share a bed (and we don’t do that often because toddler).

My husband and I have been together for 11 years and the first time we had real fights was just after our son was born. Newborns can do that to you, just a heads up. And then not much for about 2 years when suddenly my sex drive was higher and his was lower (due to depression) and we weren’t having as much sex.

I felt unloved and not pretty and not wanted. He felt pressured and uninterested.

We’ve worked through it now and are getting a lot better communicating on the subject as well as making sure we take time for each other. But it brought up for me, how important sex is in our relationship. I knew he loved me and he supported me the whole time, he took care of me when I was sick, he gave me alone time, he made me laugh and think. But without sex, I felt a bit…unsure.

Of everything and nothing and it was tiring.

So for me, yes sex is a huge part of our relationship and always will be.

What does sex mean for you?

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(ps: I asked my husband if he minded if I wrote about our sex life and he said he doesn’t care. I might share more in the future, not sure what though.)